To be or not to be

I am a character, an actor in the movie. At one point I discover everything happens on the screen, the screen was never obvious before. From the point of the screen I notice the projector light. Facing the projector, looking inside I discover the motion picture film moving at the high speed in front of the projector light reflecting the movie on the screen. I notice that whatever film comes in front of the projector’s light is being projected on the screen and the light does not have an option but to project. Exploring further I notice the electricity behind the projector and notice all is electricity, the power just is and without it there is no light, there is no projection, there is no movie. At one point I notice that the motion picture film is what is changing all the time and accordingly the movie is changing. What a choice to discover that I am the film being projected, I can change it as I like and I am so much more and more, all that happens is happening within me. It appears that just by being aware of my acting on the screen and the film in front of the light…. the movie and its script changes, the landscape is more vivid and other characters in the movie, that are playing the same movie, are more harmonious. I simply project myself creating the most interesting movie ever, what a pleasure to be a character in this movie, what a pleasure to just be and not playing, what a pleasure to write the script, what a pleasure to be a character, the movie and the audience at the same time. What a play, what an enjoyment to understand the movie, what a love, compassion and connection……what an energy. I have a movie to attend to, how about you?

Craving for 'long lasting clarity and wisdom'

We all like to have more clarity, more peace and more insights. One who tasted the difference between the intellect and the intelligence might be concerned with the disappearing of the clarity  more than others. One being concerned is interested in more and more and wants a long lasting and more often clarity and understanding.

The idea of the personal mind that thinks it must be free having more of the wisdom and clarity is what prevents it, what is hiding it and creating an illusion it is not there. Only when one attends totally and it is aware of what is, instead of what should be, one notices and understands the personal mind. Understanding is only when the personal mind is not, every time the personal mind is discovered it is not and the present moment is; there is clarity, intelligence and energy.

Personal mind is always seeking, it is trying to establish why the clarity is not and why it does not last or happen more often. Realising the play of the personal mind creating our experience via thoughts is all that takes, whenever it is not realised the personal mind is on a seeking path of an intellectual exploration. Personal mind can be very deceptive and it can also be very creative. It is your best friend and then right tool in the right hands only when it is realised and understood.

Personal mind on its path for a psychological security creates insecurities as it does not realise there cannot be security in fragmentation and division. It creates fragmentations by separating from the rest and looking through its own screen of all things that it misunderstands for its security. Personal mind understands individuality not the unity, it wants to be, to belong, to have, be protected and feel secured.

There must be a total freedom, a freedom from oneself, to see the reality as it is. Only seeing the personal mind as it is in its moment to moment creation and not as it should be, brings the awareness and understanding. Freedom is when the personal mind is not. Understanding, wisdom and clarity is...... the freedom.

Every time the freedom is, freedom from oneself and the personal mind, there is clarity, wisdom and intelligence......there is Love.