Spark Inside

If you don't know yet that you have everything that you need to be fulfilled, satisfied and creative.....let me give you good news. Whether you know it or not, within you there is a dimension, a space so big, a spark so compassionate and so intelligent. There is nothing you have to do apart from knowing it.

If you think that somebody  or something else is creating your reality and have an effect on the world around you, you are not wrong as long as this is what you think.You are capable of creating your world, your mental clarity, your mental health and you are fully equipped to create your excitements, your preferences and your relationships with others. You are the creator, you have all that you need. You think, you are consciouss and you are connected to the intelligence life energy field of all that is. You have it all, you know it.

Most of us are looking outside, we are interested in consumerism and instant pleasures, most of us never make any effort to take responsibility for what we think and  prefer. What you think you believe, you emotionally feel and you act/react. You don't have to do what most of us do. You can take responsibility for your reality, your thoughts, your emotions and your believes. If you have a bad feeling check your thoughts, your believes and ask yourself; is this what I prefer to feel, think or believe....ask, is this my preference. If you like the way you feel, there is no need to do anything. You choose what happens.

Many people would offer you instant knowledge, enlightenment and instant happiness. Many would ask enormous amount of money giving you a way, selling you what you already have. You can easily notice them being very well informed about the human nature looking for an instant approach to happiness giving you fancy phrases and being very commercial. Those people think in terms of consumerism and commercialism, they make you feel that they are important, they are very intelectual and they like to be seen with top and famous people. They want to be seen and have money.

You instinctively know that all the answers are already within you and that you have to turn your attention deep inside where the spark is. You instinctively know that you need to know yourself, you need to find the spark as only when you find it within yourself you can give it to others.

You know that to look for a solution you have to look closely at the problem as it is. Only when you see the problem in the now and as it really is, you may hit the space of solutions. The solution of the problem is not on the same level at which the problem was created, it is outside the boundaries of the personal mind who created it.  You know it.

Our personal mind is conditioned to think that there is nothing outside of its perception and at the first meeting with the awareness consciousness it may be confused, resisting and scared. Our personal mind cannot perceive outside of its boundaries and therefore concludes it is much safer to stay with the current familiar perception of the reality that is self created.

Creativeness, wisdom, clarity and love do not come from your personal mind. Your mind due to its confusion takes credit for it. Next time you have thoughts try to see where are they coming from and whether you can control it. 

You know instinctively that, although you may not be able to choose your thoughts, you can choose to which thoughts to relate. Which thoughts you are giving your attention to?

Corporation called "ME"

Deepening your understanding of the principle of Thought, you may find out that which you may not like to hear. If it feels weird finding about who you always thought you were, you are not the only one.

Deepening my understanding, I discover consciousness awareness and myself, I see the great illusion of the individuality, I see the corporation called “ME”. This corporation, who I thought was me, is a psychological creation of thoughts that projects a sense of individuality. Everything I know, up to the point of my discovery, comes from the corporation “ME”. This corporation is a memory of knowledge, experiences, events, conditioning, likes and dislikes and all that you can ever think as your reference point.

Up to the understanding of the principle of Thought, everything that comes as a thought comes from my memory, the corporation called “Me”, everything that I think is knowledge which is the past and the conditioning, from this all my actions and reactions come.

Corporation called “Me” as any other corporation is based on self interests and it has its own aims and principles which are mostly motivated by the self- centeredness. As a main principle, it works based on awards and punishments and its plan from A to B is the way which for its success has a feeling of its own fulfillment. In the interest of the self success and fulfillment  other corporations are allowed to participate as long as they serve its main purpose.

Universe is interconnection, harmony, love and creation. Corporation “Me” is an illusion with which the intelligence is expressing the physical existence through which will then discover itself, discover love and through the physical existence, exploration and experience of being find the way home.

Corporation “Me” and our lack of understanding of its purpose, is the cause of all the suffering, fragmentation and conflicts. Understanding the principle of Thought I understand the corporation “Me” and all its boundaries. Consciousness awareness comes when the understanding is present. Although the awareness does not come and go, from the point of the corporation it appears so.

With a total understanding our thoughts become tools with which we create consciously, create with wisdom and love. This understanding is beyond grasping of the intellect as the intellect is not the intelligence, we are however conditioned to believe so and it is just not true.

With a total understanding, the corporation "Me" and the intelligence work in perfect harmony, we step out of the conditioning and the boundaries and we discover we are much, much more than who we ever thought we are. The real “ME” discovers itself, we see without the corporation screen, we see what really is.

What a magic and creation the life really is. I am, is that not enough.

The show of life

Alone, with myself only. Have you noticed how hearing nothing can be nice?

Being aware of myself I enter my world, my deepest places. Strange world of quietness, searching my soul and trying to correct my mistakes. My mistake everything I have done and experienced, ooh a full bin of used things, the past. Learning from it, exploring like nothing else is important but a present moment. Listening to my inner self I try to find out more. Do I know my self enough? Who am I? My soul, my past a mirror of me. Looking deep inside, many things I don’t like. Just a wind singing interrupting my thoughts. I like it, feels like it pleasures my face. Feeling hot suddenly, oh how weird is exploring myself. It is a journey…..a short one?...maybe not. Nice things, I did not expect. Remember, recall , that is it. Nothing feels like you know you could not have done better, right. There is nothing to learn from it, boring, old stories. Maybe I should concentrate on learning, but there is nothing to learn. Improvement, yes that is the word I am looking for, what is there to improve when you see. What is the purpose? I am still learning am I not? Exploring, so I can do better. Yes, there is nothing to be ashamed of creating myself all over gain, each moment in time. Correct it, sounds like an order....no need for correction. Yes, I will work on it. Feeling back reality again. I know I will learn something from it, I just need to go back more often.

Alone again, I hear nothing, just a thought. A thought with a million meanings, crossing my mind, taking me, manipulating and controlling everything I have ever wanted to feel. Strange, unfamiliar feeling that cannot be controlled. Hopeless, no way out. Am I dreaming, how can this happen to me being awake. Yes, it is happening, no need to be afraid. Thinking, exploring deeply, realizing my emotions and trying to control it. Feels strange not being in control, nothing to control. The air, I can see it, water tastes like never before, I am alive. Even breathing seems like having sense now. Oh, being aware of these things, hearing my heart finding out what the feeling means. Feeling so alive having a choice. Staying with the feeling of understanding like being afraid of missing the last train. Yes, that is it; I know it.

What a show, as a conscious actor I can relate better to other actors or just enjoy the show without being engaged, just enjoying........as without me, the show is not.

Genie in a bottle

If you feel you have been locked up waiting for something to release you, you may not be so wrong after all. I was a genie in a bottle my whole life and I did not even know. Something touched my bottle so right, so gently that I started noticing the boundaries of it, the space within and started wandering what is outside of it. I was so afraid going out, I knew nothing about it, I wanted my security and why would anyone even think there is something outside of it. I thought my bottle was all that was. I made a firm decision to look outside.

 

I noticed awareness without any wanting and choice, I noticed the intelligence that is nothing with being clever, nothing intellectual. I was at home, inside was out and out was all within. Cleverness is always trying to be intelligent I learned, the intelligence does not want anything. I learned that my mind can work in perfect coordination and harmony with the intelligence. From the point of the personal mind this it not obvious, from the point of the intelligence everything you can ever imagine is just another possibility. I learned I can navigate my experiences and how I relate to it. For the first time I started having a choice, a conscious one, the real one. I was mechanical, I was reacting and acting, I was living in a bottle.....I was put there, the whole world was there.

 

I noticed many others living in a bottle. What a compassion for all, we all act, react and do from the space of the bottle. I started shouting to others to go out of the bottle but they could not hear me. I learned a special touch is required to touch the bottle so the genie can go out. You are the genie, you are as much as you can ever imagine to be. Don't be afraid to go out of your bottle, you will be able to come back to it at any time. You will in fact return to your bottle very often, you will find out that you don't need to change it and understanding it is all that is needed for it to mean something totally different. Your bottle is your best friend.

 

You are defining the space within your bottle, you decide what stays and what does not. If you don't like it, change it .....as simple as that. Play with it, create it every day. If you create something you don't like, it is fine.....as long as this is what you want.

 

Don't have a motive in your creation for the motive is first on the list of the personal mind. Personal mind never have the whole view, it is always fragmented as it is mostly self centred and as such in conflict with other minds. Innocent mind cannot be insulted, personal mind is never innocent. Whenever I am insulted I notice I have a motive, I have been defending, I have been something other than what I really am, I don't love but only think I do.

 

Time will come, someone or something will come to rub your bottle so right.  

Boundaries of the personal mind

"I am" having a dream, forgetting myself, experiencing life, relating and learning to love, finding the way home. I completely forget myself " I am" consciousness. Waking up slowly within the dream I notice I can navigate and choose my experience, well.... maybe just a perception of it is all it takes. I realize the software of thoughts and the operating system of consciousness awareness within which all that is, is happening and I taste the Intelligence, I AM being alive and having a real choice. What a beauty, compassion and knowing that you are perfect just as you are, a wish to be, to just be yourself.

 

Let your mind know its limitation, boundaries, beliefs, identifications, age, nationality, name, experiences, education, fears, likes and dislikes. Be aware of all the boundaries of your personal mind. Your mind, the thinker, was created by the world, society, culture, parents, friends, information. Your mind contains all the world, politeness and rudeness, peacefulness and aggressiveness.....you are the world. What we consider "individuality" is just our memory full of past experiences, knowledge and conditioning, this is not who you really are.  Let your mind know it. Feel the awareness of your mind and don't confuse the content of it and the boundaries to be the awareness, it cannot be. Stay with it, feel is, taste it, be the space outside of the boundaries of your mind.

 

I know, you are having difficulties with the observer. You are not sure who the observer is. You are right, it is confusing.....well, it is for the personal mind. Once you taste the intelligence you will know it, you will know it does not want anything, it is rather giving and it has answers instead of questions. The observer has a motive, it may be a very sophisticated one wanting awareness and intelligence, but.......what a player, the best ever. Love is when I am (the thinker) not.

 

Go out of the boundaries of your personal mind, don't be afraid, you will not lose it but get a best friend, a friend for the rest of your life, the most loyal one of all. You are pure awareness, consciousness, sense the freedom of not having to be anybody and being everybody and everything. See the boundaries, see the thinker, see the observer.....they are all within you, without you nothing is possible, with you all that is just is and that is all. You have no boundaries and no limits, you are the KNOWING of all of your experiences, boundaries, all of your senses. Know " I am" rather than I am this and that. It is the truth, you just are, nothing more, noting less. You don't need a reason to be, you always are, you will always be, there is nothing you can or have to do about it. Know it.

 

You don't need to be somebody or something,  just be who you really are. Love and happiness is your true being, your real self, your innate health and wisdom. There is nothing you can do to change that. KNOW IT.

 

 

 

Our society is learning to love

Our society is learning to love, the point at which we realize that love is the operating system is the point of no return, I am confident we are just a thought away.

 

Exploring myself as an individual with all my beliefs, dogmas, fears, violence and ways, belonging to a particular country, culture, religion I understood that the whole world and society created ME and I am an individual, a product of the world, the world is me. Understanding this at the deep level and feeling it with my being I now understand I am not just an individual but a human being, well rather .......JUST A BEING. I am the gatekeeper of my mind. Amazing things happen when the gate is not, my mind blends with the keeper and the operating system of Love.

 

Through a total attention awareness of oneself there comes an understanding. Once the whole movement of the separate self, the thinker created by thoughts, is discovered there comes an intelligence awareness and out of it an action without any motive. What a freedom and love. Life is an expedition where there is no meaning apart from what I give it to it, it is an expedition where I discover myself and who I really am. Imagining not being seems very hard now. There is an understanding within each of us, I now know that we are here to learn this understanding together. We all have a healthy mind, a holistic mind that allows the intelligence to just be.

 

When one is triggered on a journey of self discovery realization, it is the most living vibrating experience of being alive that one could experience or rather know. From the space of true self, unconditional love we all are, there comes blending with everything, there comes right action and rather answers more than questions. From this discovery there comes happiness for no obvious reason, giving... without needing and acting with no motive in mind…….there comes aliveness of a different taste comparing to being born consciously. When one transcends the personal mind and its individuality and sees it as an experience worth living, consciousness awareness discovers itself. With the each discovery, all over again, it is discovered and raised. To be true self and love, to learn love by realizing it is the source, the drive, the fuel, the platform……is why we are all here. It is within each and everyone of us. I know it.

 

I remember acting, reacting and being just a victim of circumstances. I did not even know I was reacting, it was just mechanical. Did I think I was making a choice, you can be sure of that. Was I wrong, if I know anything this is it......I did not even think I could be wrong. Why, the game is so good one would not suspect it. To question it would be similar to questioning reality of your dream while you are dreaming. And then boooom, discovery of another dimension deep within and all around.....being consciously aware what is happening and for the first time having a real choice. Would I believed of this possibility, of course not.......you cannot speculate about it....you need knowing it.

 

The personal mind confuses reality in dreams as it is in a similar manner confused about the reality in so called waking state. Through a screen of my personal mind the reality it is imagining appears real. One who never examined reality of a personal mind would never suspect the illusion it is creating and notice the magic life is all about.

 

We people are like waves competing against each other not recognizing the sea. Life is not about competition and accumulation but cooperation and harmony. Until we recognize that harmony comes from inside of us, we will continue to project fears in creating our society that is constantly competing, creating conflicts, is non-cooperative, dominative, non-considering, judgemental and full of prejudices. We can only create that what we are at any present moment and what we are at this present time can be easily observed in our society. The world we live in serves as our mirror, to change it we need to change first. Standing in front of my mirror I know to get a smile on it I have to smile first. Understanding of consciousness is like swimming, once you get it you cannot forget it. It may appear as you need to practice but you discover that you always knew as it is built in you.

 

One can have an awareness of his patterns of thinking without understanding it. When observation is present, what the thinker does not grasp is that the observer is the observed and the thinker is still the thought. This is however not grasped with the thinker, it is rather grasping what the thinker in his glory is. Awareness does not have a choice, it is not judging or trying to understand through observation, it just is.

 

Love is not something you think about, not something you do or believe. Love is you, love is me, love is them, love is we, all that is. Love is not this and that, it is not within the borders of our mind. Love is nowhere, it is everywhere.....it is all that is.